Archive for the 'Personal' Category

I am so numb

Sometimes I feel so numb. I can barely see the light of the day. Am I dying, I don’t really know. Do I care, my world is gone. Shed a tear on the grave, build a sand castle to be washed away again. Should I live, is there a reason? Give me a reason to […]

I lost height!

I wish I could write that I lost weight but I didn’t. Instead, I lost height! Normal people don’t lose height. I’m, well, me… All these years I’ve been living with pride about my tall self. Today, I got my height officially checked and what a shock it was. I turned out to be 2 […]

As I sit here

As I sit here, my thoughts go to those endless days of thinking mindlessly. Sometimes, you just want to waste time thinking nothing. You need your space to be alone. You need your bubble of solitude. As I sit here, I look at the clock ticking. I think how fast this life is passing – […]

2 minute inspiration

Risin up – straight to the top, Had the guts, got the glory Went the distance, now I’m not gonna stop Just a woman and her will to survive – Hope I can keep up with this – I really need to help someone…someone who needs my attention now, the most – ME! Happy Women’s […]

Where is Shibani?

I’m still here just that I don’t have net connection at home 🙁 We got rid of the old ISP and have applied for MTNL. But my bad luck, we’ll get the connection only after 2 weeks. It’s already been 18 days since I enjoyed freely surfing. Now I understand the importance of having a […]

Guilt and confessions

Forgive me, almighty weighing machine for I haven’t walked for 2 days. Forgive me for having oily puris for lunch, a bar of chocolate at tea-time, cheese topped pizza and yummy pasta in white sauce for dinner followed by a few pieces of mithai as dessert. Please give me the strength and enough guilt to […]

Help! Koi mujhe bachaao!

It was a lovely Monday morning. Sometimes, I do like Mondays. They remind me of fresh beginnings and bring lots of hope – unless I’m too sleepy and wish I had another day off-that’s when I hate Mondays. My day was just going fine…until I saw my nemeisis! Bachaao! Someone save me…..there’s a cockroach on […]

Dear God

Dear God, give me the strength to change what I can, the ability to accept what I cannot, and the capacity to tell the difference… Amen

Confusion is contagious

D’uh! What the…?? How the…?? I guess confusion is contagious. Hmm, but I wonder why!

Walking alone

It’s a cold January evening. I’ve just wrapped up my day’s work and I’m walking alone in the cool breeze. Everything around me is quiet. People are getting back to their homes. Shops and stores are shutting down. Involuntarily my mind thinks those painful thoughts that I evade most of the time. The more I […]

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