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Walking alone

January 4th, 2007 by Shibani

It’s a cold January evening. I’ve just wrapped up my day’s work and I’m walking alone in the cool breeze. Everything around me is quiet. People are getting back to their homes. Shops and stores are shutting down. Involuntarily my mind thinks those painful thoughts that I evade most of the time. The more I try to find the answers, the more lost I am. I wish I had some clues to those troublesome queries but my mind goes blank. It’s good to walk alone at times and answer those unanswerably questions. Perhaps, in vain trying to convince myself with convenient answers, perhaps, in wisdom, that the answers are beyond my comprehension and control and only time will answer them.

It’s a cold January evening and I’m walking alone…

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12 Responses to “Walking alone”

on 05 Jan 2007 at 9:00 am1 Megha

yes, sometimes the answers are with time only , and my life experience says time is the best solution..

you reminded me something and its very true –

“time says yes and gives your what you want
it says no and gives you something better
it says wait and gives you the BEST”
isnt it true ? 🙂
on 06 Jan 2007 at 6:14 am2 Ashish

First thing that I observed Shibani is that you are a writer and thinker, unlike most of us who just blogs just like that. 🙂

Second thing that I observed is that you are good at it. Carry on. I think I will come back to read what you write.

Off topic:
Megha’s quote is her personal experience. She has been waiting for the best since some time now. 😉
on 06 Jan 2007 at 5:48 pm3 Shibani

Hope it’s true, Megs…
on 06 Jan 2007 at 5:50 pm4 Shibani

Welcome to my blog, Ashish and thank you for your kind words 🙂
on 08 Jan 2007 at 5:40 am5 Megha

Ashish – hahaha 😛
on 27 Jan 2007 at 10:23 pm6 anshu

*drifter on internet*

reading this made me paste you lyrics of my favourite Rock song (yes , its rock song, head-banging musics, but if you get to lyrics, its a nice one)

this is almost like the story of my life so far.

—————————–lyrics start—————
I walk a lonely road
The only one that I have ever known
Don’t know where it goes
But it’s home to me and I walk alone

I walk this empty street
On the boulevard of broken dreams
Where the city sleeps
And I’m the only one and I walk alone

My shadow’s only one that walks beside me
My shallow heart’s the only thing that’s beating
Sometimes I wish some one out there will find me
Till then I walk alone

I’m walking down the line
That divides me somewhere in my mind
On the border line of the edge
And where I walk alone

Read between the lines what’s
F***** up and everything’s all right
Check my vital signs and know I’m still alive
And I walk alone

My shadow’s only one that walks beside me
My shallow heart’s the only thing that’s beating
Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me
Till then I walk alone

I walk a..

I walk this empty street
On the boulevard of broken dreams
When the city sleeps
And I’m the only one and I walk a..

My shadows the only one that walks beside me
My shallow heart’s the only thing that’s beating
Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me
Till then I walk alone
—————————————————————–

have nice one.
on 28 Jan 2007 at 5:01 am7 Shibani

I like this song too & know the lyrics by heart. It’s Boulevard of Broken Dreams by Greenday.

Peace!
on 28 Jan 2007 at 9:41 pm8 anshu

nice, pleasantly surprised that you know it , (specially cause you are girl 🙂 ).
on 25 Mar 2007 at 11:53 am9 Shibani

Oye! so what if I’m a girl..even girls listen to this kind of music! It’s not patented 2 u chaps :p

Peace!
on 25 Mar 2007 at 5:51 pm10 anshu

lol….sorry. Guilty as charged for stereotyping and typecasting girls for thinking they only listen romantic emotional childish music which has pink color things in videos :P.

you want to beat me dont you now :P.

you know, i recently saw this >>

Now who says girls dont rule the Tech/Geek culture. 🙂 so, Girls rule, example “You” 🙂

(did I makeup for my arrogance )
on 25 Mar 2007 at 5:53 pm11 anshu

Forgot the URL

“recently saw this >>> http://geeksugar.com/158674 “
on 26 Mar 2007 at 5:05 pm12 Shibani

How about this?
http://www.shibani.net/2007/02/19/roger-waters-in-the-flesh/